Runnin' through ma head

So many thoughts. So many things to blog about. So many things that have happened since New Years.

-spent the last few days at home with the fam

- had tons of fun playing board games with the said above people

- said goodbye to missionary friends

- laundry, packing, and flying in a plane

- came back to PROVO.

-moved, cleaned, and unpacked for 24 hours

- said a hateful goodbye to Helaman Halls

-moved into our beautiful new apartment

-enjoyed unpacking our lives again

-started school : one class today, made dinner, organized kitchen, put up christmas tree

- sent Derek a package

-semi started to already despise the snow

-LOVED PENROSE

Just random thoughts and things that have happened the past three days.

Thought a lot about dear Derek.

I miss him terribly. Especially during the holidays. I definitely have a soft spot for him. (:

Another thing that I have thought a lot about : marriage.

Why? I don't know.

Being at BYU does that to a person. {Curse those cute bridal magazines everywhere}

Also with Derek gone I have thought about it a lot more.

Do I really wanna marry him? Is he "The One"? Should we get married when he gets back?

It just is complicated. I don't wanna get married just because we have been dating so long.

I want it to be because it is supposed to be that way.

But I do want to .

You can see why it is complicated.

I just want to be married.

Honestly.

I want that person to come home to every day and have fun with.

I want that companionship.

I want that love.

I know I am young and I don't wanna get married asap. No No.

But I do want that for sure.

Ohhhh someday. But it will be a great day lemme tell ya.

Here's to a new year!

xoxo

Lately

Loving being home for Christmas Break! The food has been great, free laundry, and spending time with the fam has been great!

I get to play with my cute new dog Boomer:)

CHRISTMAS: Derek spoiled me and got me this amazing North Face. I am in love. It is amazing. I also got North Face snowboard pants from the rents and I am stoked about those. Brighton here I come! I also got a TomTom so that I wouldn't get lost in Provo. I am having a hard time :) I spent a couple of hours at the Brown's house and I just love all of them. They are all so nice! I love each and every one of them. Seriously. I hope they are ok with me coming into the family eventually ;) I sure can't wait!

I got to talk to this one on Christmas Day! I was so happy :) We didn't get to talk alone for very long- like 5 or 6 minutes - and I was super upset about that but atleast we got to talk right? I miss him terribly and am counting down the months till he returns! 20 to be exact :)

Tonight we are going to the Thunder v. Mavericks game! I am excited!

till next time..

xoxo

Christmas Eve

Saw this..

{the Nutcracker}

It was SO amazing. The guys can do the highest leaps and turns I have ever seen! Everyone makes it look so effortless. Their lines and arches are impecable it blows your mind. It really made me miss ballet. I might have shed a tear or two. Dance is a way of life and I miss every aspect of it! To say the least, I was completely absorbed into the show that it flew by and it was time to go before I knew it.

Family Tradition...

{Christmas Eve bowling}

Had a fabulous time bowling with a bunch of friends.

Missing this one at Christmas...

Serving the Lord in Seattle.

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays

xoxo